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  Table of Contents

  DREAMS OF PERFECTION

  Acknowledgements

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Epilogue

  DREAMS OF PERFECTION

  Dreams Come True Series, Book I

  REBECCA HEFLIN

  SOUL MATE PUBLISHING

  New York

  DREAMS OF PERFECTION

  Copyright©2014

  REBECCA HEFLIN

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  To Lynda.

  You ignited the dream.

  Acknowledgements

  Many thanks to my ensemble of beta readers: Lynda, Yvonne, Susan, Renee, Paul, and of course, Ron. Your feedback is invaluable. And Ron, thanks for advising me on all things Yankees.

  I’d like to thank my beautiful my niece, Sole, who served as my guide to all things hip in New York City.

  To my fashionista friend, Nina, thanks for keeping me up-to-date with fashion’s most popular designers.

  Thanks to Joan for submitting the winning worst first date story to my Best Worst First Date Story Contest! I hope you enjoy seeing your story in print.

  Thanks to my fabulous editor, Debby, for her continued support and encouragement.

  Finally, thanks to my readers. You keep the dream alive.

  “It is absurd to look for perfection.”

  – Camille Pissarro

  Chapter 1

  Darcy Butler sat across the table from her blind date in a trendy new SoHo restaurant contemplating the fact that he was no Blake Garrett. Blake was . . . perfect. But why wouldn’t he be? After all, she’d created him.

  Listening with half an ear, she nodded at something he said. Her date was handsome, polite, successful, charming even. He had good taste in food, wine, and from the looks of his expensive suit, clothes as well. But the comparisons continued, and she found him lacking at every turn. Robert, or Russell, or something that started with an ‘R’ asked her a question.

  She could hear her mother’s well-deserved admonishment. He’s buying you dinner. The least you can do is remember his name.

  Focus, Darcy.

  “What do you like to do with your free time?” He gazed into her eyes, clearly trying to make a connection.

  “I love going to Yankees’ games,” she said, excited that the season started that week.

  “Baseball? Really?”

  “Yeah, do you like baseball?” Her excitement rose at the prospect of finding a fellow baseball lover. Provided, of course, his loyalties didn’t run in the wrong direction.

  “No. I find baseball boring. Too much standing around. I prefer boxing or hockey, something with a little action.”

  Okay—first—baseball boring? Her excitement fell in proportion to the rise in her blood pressure. Second, boxing? Hockey? Where guys beat the crap out of each other? Did she want to date a man with a proclivity for violence?

  All right, all right. Down, girl. Maybe she could educate him on the subtleties of baseball, the beauty of a breaking ball, the rarity of a no-hitter, the excitement of a bottom-of-the-ninth-down-by-three-full-count-with-two-outs-and-bases-loaded game. Help him see the light.

  “Do you like boxing or hockey?” he continued.

  “No. Sorry. I don’t.”

  The clatter of silverware against china, the clink of glasses, and the low hum of conversation from other diners did nothing to diminish the uncomfortable silence that descended. “So”—he cleared his throat—“Laura tells me you’re a writer. What do you write, fiction, non-fiction? Murder mysteries? I love a good murder mystery.”

  He signaled to the waiter for another gin and tonic. His third so far, but who’s counting?

  “No, I write romance.” Was that an eye roll?

  “Seriously?” he asked, his highball glass poised halfway to his mouth.

  That was definitely an eyebrow lift, and not the wow-that-intrigues-me sort of lift, but the you-can’t-be-serious sort of lift. “Yes, really. I’m a New York Times and USA Today best-selling romance author,” she said, with no small amount of pride in her voice. “In fact, my latest book, The Doctor’s Dilemma, will be out in a few months.”

  “That’s, um, great.”

  “You seem surprised, and not pleasantly.” She tilted her head.

  “Well, I mean,” he stammered, “Laura said you had a B.A. in Creative Writing from Columbia, and, well, using it to write books about half-naked men and heaving bosoms seems . . . a waste.” He made no further attempt to hide the disdain in his voice.

  Her blood pressure soared, not to mention her temper. She set down her glass of Chardonnay so she could make her point without the risk of throwing the wine in his face, and propping her elbows on the table, leaned forward.

  “Romance is serious business. Did you know that romantic fiction has the la
rgest share of the U.S. consumer market? That romantic fiction generated over one billion, that’s billion with a ‘b,’ dollars in sales last year? That almost seventy-five million people read at least one romantic novel a year? And that includes men.”

  He held up his hands in surrender. “Okay, okay. I get it. It’s a money thing.”

  “No, it’s not a money thing,” she replied with a dash of snark. “I happen to love what I do. And so do my fans. All three hundred thousand of them.” Wow, I really need to get a grip. She’d caught the unwelcome attention of neighboring diners.

  Mr. R.—and ‘R’ didn’t stand for ‘Right’—glanced around as if seeking the closest exit. His phone rang—one of those sultry sax tones—and from the look on his face, he welcomed the interruption. Excusing himself from the table, he stepped outside to take the call.

  Darcy snatched up her phone and texted Laura, the instigator of this blind-date-gone-wrong.

  He hates baseball. How could u?

  Momentarily her phone buzzed.

  How am I supposed to know he hates baseball? And who cares? He’s cute! And rich.

  Darcy dropped her phone into her purse as Mr. R. approached the table.

  “I’m sorry, I’ve got to go. My sister’s in labor. Twins.” He gave Darcy a lame smile.

  She couldn’t tell if he was lying or not, but if he was, he got an ‘A’ for creativity. Either way, she didn’t care. The evening couldn’t end soon enough as far as she was concerned. “Well, congratulations.”

  Darcy stood as he tossed a hundred dollar bill down on the table. “This should take care of it. I’m really sorry. Good luck with your new book.” And with that, he left.

  Well, another one bites the dust. She sat back down with a sigh, before signaling the waiter. “I’ll have a Grey Goose Cosmo, and the Ahi tuna salad, with the dressing on the side. Oh, and the melting chocolate cake for dessert.” Since Mr. R. was buying, she might as well eat.

  Darcy tapped on the door as she jiggled the key in the lock. “It’s me,” she called out as she entered.

  “Well thank God for that, since it could have been any one of the other hundred people who have a key to my apartment.” Josh Ryan didn’t bother getting up from his prone position on the couch. “How’d you know I’d be home?”

  “It’s Wednesday night. You never miss an episode of Survivor.” Darcy dropped her purse and keys on the kitchen table before opening the refrigerator in search of her favorite diet soda. “God, my feet are killing me.” She slipped off her shoes and padded into the living room.

  “What do you expect? Walking around in those stilts?” Josh picked up the remote and paused the TV, before sitting up. He raked his hands through his tousled dark brown hair and turned his attention to Darcy. “So, what’s up?”

  Darcy plopped down into an oversized leather chair next to the sofa and draped her bare legs over the arms. “Oh, you know. Another blind date.” She grimaced, then took a sip of her soda.

  “You’re a glutton for punishment,” he said, shaking his head. He plucked the soda can from Darcy’s fingers and took a generous pull, made a face, and handed it back to her. “How do you drink that stuff?”

  Taking the can, she shrugged. “I’m a girl. Anyway, Laura made him seem so great.” Her voice sounded petulant, even to her own ears.

  “The fact that Laura set you up should have been your first clue.” Josh sighed, propping his elbows on his knees, and hanging his head. He lifted his head and quirked an eyebrow at her, his warm brown eyes glittering with amusement. “What was wrong with this one?”

  “Don’t look at me like that. He hates baseball. And he disparaged my profession. You know I couldn’t date anyone who didn’t love baseball and respect my writing.”

  “Okay. Mr. Right isn’t Mr. Right unless he loves baseball and supports your work. But why the desperate rush? How many dates have you been on the last two months, anyway?”

  “You mean how many first dates? Fifteen, if you count that musician from the East Village.” She grimaced. Shaking the now-empty soda can, she frowned. “According to mathematical theory, I should have found my love match three dates ago.”

  Josh snorted. “I repeat, why the rush?” He rose, and, taking the can from her, headed to the kitchen. “Want another?” he called.

  “No.” Darcy heard him pop the top on another soda. Why the reluctance to tell Josh the reason for her all-out hunt for Mr. Right? She’d always been able to tell him anything, even the gory details of Doug’s infidelity.

  Perhaps because she could barely admit it to herself. She, writer of nine best-selling romances, couldn’t lay claim to a romance of her own. Now, here she was just six months shy of her thirtieth birthday, and not a Prince Charming in sight.

  Josh resumed his seat on the sofa, munching on a pretzel, and gave her a direct look. “Ms. Butler, please answer the question.”

  She huffed out a breath. “It’s just that, well, you know what happens this October.”

  “The Yankees win the World Series,” he said, his face earnest.

  “Well, that, too. But I’m talking about my birthday.”

  “Ah, the Big 3-0. And your biological clock is ticking, right?”

  Darcy tried to hide her embarrassment by rustling the bag in search of a pretzel, then taking the soda can from Josh’s hand to take a sip. “Like a time bomb in an episode of 24.” She shuddered and glanced at the can of regular soda in her hand. “How do you drink this stuff?”

  “I’m a guy.” He reached out and tugged on her well-manicured big toe with its sin-city-red nail polish. “Darcy, you can’t force chemistry or love. It’ll happen when you least expect it.” Josh stood, grabbed the half-eaten bag of pretzels from her, and leaned over to buss her forehead before heading back to the kitchen.

  “I create chemistry all the time. Every time I write a novel. Why can’t I create a little in my own life?” Darcy sulked.

  “Oh, hey, speaking of novels”—Josh dropped down on the sofa, clearly leading the witness in another direction—“did you figure out that sticky plot problem?”

  “Yeah, I had to kill off Ken.”

  “That’s too bad. I really liked him.”

  “Yeah. Me, too.”

  Still sad over Ken’s demise, she shook her head then flashed Josh a smile. “Anyway, are we still on for the Yankees season opener Friday?”

  “Do the Yankees hate the Red Sox? Now, get out of here so I can find out who gets voted off this week.”

  Chapter 2

  After Darcy shut the door, Josh resumed his prone position on the couch and picked up the remote, then set it down again before dragging a hand through his hair. These conversations wore on him. He’d heard them a thousand times before. And now her upcoming birthday was making matters worse. Why did people—especially women—feel it necessary to mark their lives by some arbitrary number?

  He couldn’t pinpoint exactly when it happened, but he was in love with Darcy, and probably had been since the day she’d walked into his law school class and claimed the empty seat next to him.

  She’d been young and fresh-faced, lacking the hangdog look of a third-year law school student. Professor Jacobs had introduced her as a creative writing major who was auditing the class to learn about copyright law. Little did Josh know then that at age twenty-one she’d already published her first novel, Love’s Sweet Revenge, a break-out success.

  Josh hadn’t been able to concentrate the entire class. The delicate floral scent of her perfume nearly drove him mad. Rather than taking notes from the professor’s lecture, he’d mentally catalogued the many endearing characteristics and quirks that had intrigued him on that first day.

  How she’d flipped her long golden brown hair over one shoulder and tucked it behind her ear; the way she chewed her full lower lip before j
otting something in her notebook; and the dimple that flickered at the corner of her mouth when she smiled.

  But it had been her eyes, heavily lashed and moss-green, like the cool shades of a summer forest, that had captivated him. They’d sparkled with such energy and intelligence. When she’d introduced herself after class, he could barely get a word out around the knot in his tongue, a rare occurrence for a third-year law student with aspirations to litigate.

  They’d become fast friends, much to the envy of the other male students in the class. Well, with the exception of Steven Birnbaum, who had been so focused on achieving top honors that an earthquake wouldn’t have distracted him.

  A few weeks into the semester, just when Josh had drummed up the courage to ask her out on an honest-to-goodness date, she’d come to class with an enormous rock on her left hand.

  Engaged.

  Josh had been devastated, especially since she’d never mentioned a boyfriend. By the end of the semester the engagement was off. Darcy had caught her sports caster fiancé demonstrating his version of the quarterback sneak with the TV station’s bombshell meteorologist. Bastard.

  Even though he didn’t know Darcy well at the time, he could see the difference in her. Where a once sunny, confident Darcy had been, he saw someone filled with self-doubt, and her face bore a shadow of pain and heartache. Josh wanted nothing more than to be the friend she needed.

  So after her break-up, Josh gave her time and understanding to help her heal, to allow that vivacity to shine again. The next thing he knew he was studying for the bar and trying to make a name for himself at her father’s law firm. Then, over time, things got comfortable between them, and he was afraid to shake things up for fear of losing her friendship. That, and you just didn’t sleep with your best friend. It was one of the first rules of the Top Secret Guy Code, and, as the Code demonstrated, the consequences could be disastrous.